Part 1...
There were only two people who actually said it.
Perhaps, many more felt it in their hearts,
discussed it within themselves,
almost muttered it out loud,
but the words never tumbled across their lips.
It was only Moses and David.
At a point of self-assessment,
compared to the task at hand...
they considered their frailties,
their shortcomings,
their anxieties,
and asked,
"Who am I, Lord?"
Consider those names...
MOSES
KING DAVID
Two of the most dynamic leaders in all of world history.
Yet they clearly understood their absolute need for divine
strength and understanding.
It wasn't just that the job description seemed mountainous.
A great work needed to be done.
And it needed to be done in a way that
reflected the character of their God.
That's a lot.
Getting something done is one thing.
Doing it in a way that consistently brings honor and glory to our maker...
"Who am I, Lord?"
There's a necessary humility in that question.
A necessary dependency that's elusive to a lot of us today.
Elusive because, first off, we don't like dependency.
Counting on someone else to come through...
And honestly, we tend to want to be known for our achievements.
We'll often deflect some of the accolades to God, but we like wearing the bulk of it.
However...I think... I'm getting to a place where I would rather be hidden in the cleft of the rock.
I truly wish to see his glory, while remaining protected by his hand.
Unseen by anyone else...I think.
Part 2...
Enter the prophet Isaiah.
He doesn't ask the same question as Moses and David.
He registers his humility with a declaration.
Having just seen the majesty of his creator, he says, 
“Woe to me! I am ruined! For I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among
a people of unclean lips, and my eyes have seen the King, the Lord Almighty.”
There's the necessary humility again.
But he doesn't stop there.
After a forgiveness and atonement has been applied, he hears the voice of his King
searching for someone who will step up and follow in the effort to bring healing
to a nation.
A seemingly overwhelming invitation.
Yet, instead of shrinking back.
It's at this point that Isaiah steps up.
I don't know if his words were a shout or a quiet, but determined acknowledgement.
Regardless, Isaiah's response was,
"Here am I. Send me!"
Part 3...
This is the "in between" where Moses, David and Isaiah lived.
This is the "in between" where I think we must live.
In between the "Who am I?"...and the... "Here am I."
Knowing our weakness.
But trusting in his strength enough to raise our hand
and volunteer to be sent.
In grace-sufficiency.
It will feel a precarious stance at times.
It will feel vulnerable.
It will feel too bold and sometimes not bold enough.
It will be awkward because we won't always know what comes next
Because it's not our agenda.
It honors The One who is over all,
in all
and through all.
It's where we become followers.
(Thanks to art by Richard McBee)
